I don’t know why I was afraid to write here again….I was here, but wasn’t here…
I dated someone, messed up, we are trying again….does that have a familiar ring?
Not that I can conceive of a ring.
Or think I can perceive of a conception.
This sounds nuts, but I have clarity…
Still no REAL job, afraid I will be alone, watching my grandfather stubbornly refuse to get proper medical attention…Watching others’ lives…My life is…frozen in my fear but no one would guess.