You care. I don’t know why. Please don’t run away. This is what I do to sabotage relationships that m kay have potential.
Relationships are so scary. What if I wake up one day, and the bed near me is empty–my husband found someone prettier and thinner and younger???
This is rooted in the abandonment of the alpha male in my life–my father. He really knew how to put me down…So many years of convincing me I was nothing, would never be anything, would never be loved, or wanted…
The self fulfilling prophecy….
The years of therapy….
Can you be here for me while I heal…just because???
Gigi–refusing to look behind, and hoping that you will be around to watch me walk, even if the steps are so infinitestimal, you won’t notice them, or even if I fall….I WILL get up. I believe I can do this. I think. I do.
From what you have read abt me so far, what do you think?
Gigi, waiting for a reply–even one–of support, and yes, honesty.